I come second
For the world to notice
Whatever I am
You always show this
I want number one
I try with might
But whatever it takes
I lose that fight
I grow accustomed
Sitting in the shadows
I think of it
The silence after howls
I question my sanity
Race my mediocrity
To want what I feel
All in futility
Release me from these bonds
To satisfy my thirst
End my slow drip misery
Make me your first